Aswad Fahd

hereistood: I don’t want for nothing cause I got it all in a race with no one so I’m taking it...

Sun, 26 May 2013 00:20:32 -0400

I don’t want for nothing
cause I got it all
in a race with no one so
I’m taking it all
after all, there’s nothing to win
at all, when you’re chasing the wind.

what I gotta prove?
there’s nothing to prove
and I cannot lose there’s nothing to lose
against who? against you? I can’t lose…

-Jhene Aiko (Promise - Against all Odds)

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Sun, 26 May 2013 00:19:56 -0400

Outchea wit mah yehdi @thatcoolguyandre for his bornday! Shouts...

Sat, 25 May 2013 23:23:41 -0400

Outchea wit mah yehdi @thatcoolguyandre for his bornday! Shouts to my nigga, we go maad back n got maad memories! We always be Da Illestrators cuhdi!

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Sat, 25 May 2013 16:19:35 -0400

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Sat, 25 May 2013 16:19:07 -0400

FINAL CALL! TODAY, there’s TWO SHOWS @ Joe’s...

Sat, 25 May 2013 13:55:21 -0400

FINAL CALL! TODAY, there’s TWO SHOWS @ Joe’s Movement Emporium: one at 3 PM (doors open 2:30); one at 7 PM (doors open 6:30)! Featuring me and some others dope artists! TICKETS sellin at the doors.. only $12! #WAR #ELPJisDope

Mornin shape up.. #hightopBiotch

Sat, 25 May 2013 10:27:44 -0400

Mornin shape up.. #hightopBiotch

trillastrish: J. Cole x Kendrick Lamar 😍😘

Fri, 24 May 2013 23:45:50 -0400

trillastrish:

J. Cole x Kendrick Lamar

😍😘

@yogaflame24 thinks #ELPJisDope! PLACE YA ORDER NOW! Only $20...

Fri, 24 May 2013 16:36:23 -0400

@yogaflame24 thinks #ELPJisDope! PLACE YA ORDER NOW! Only $20 ($25 custom)!

Jay thinks #ELPJisDope ! Join the movement TODAY! Only $20!...

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:50:08 -0400

Jay thinks #ELPJisDope ! Join the movement TODAY! Only $20! ($25 custom)!

PLEASE ACT AND FORWARD BROADLY!!! DR. SHAKUR HAS PUT OUT THE...

Thu, 23 May 2013 00:25:33 -0400

PLEASE ACT AND FORWARD BROADLY!!! DR. SHAKUR HAS PUT OUT THE CALL AND WE MUST ANSWER!

For more info contact the Jericho Movement at nycjericho@gmail.com

Dr. Mutulu Shakur had a stroke at the end of February and is having trouble obtaining the follow-up medical care that he needs. Please call the warden at Victorville and ask that Mutulu receive the medical care that he needs.

From: Dr. Shakur

5/19/2013

People out here I want some contacts, I have not received any consultation on the concerns deriving from the stroke. I understand folks have been contacting the region and central office from medical follow- up which is a required recommendation for after-care. I have a three month window to medically and therapeutically to solve the residue of the stroke.
Thank you for all you do, I love mother earth too.
Stiff Resistance,
Dr. Mutulu Shakur.

PLEASE CALL THE WARDEN’S OFFICE AT THE VICTORVILLE COMPLEX AND REQUEST THAT DR. MUTULU SHAKUR BE GIVEN THE PHYSICAL THERAPY TO DEAL WITH THE PHYSICAL PROBLEMS FROM HIS STROKE. Phone 760-530-5000 Fax 760- 530-5103, MUTULU SHAKUR #83205-012

BACKGROUND:

GREETINGS TO ALL, 3/31/2013

I HAD A STROKE ON FEB16TH, I WAS IN THE HOLE BECAUSE THEY HAD A LOCKDOWN IN THE PRISON FOR AN ATTEMPTED ESCAPE. ON THE 15TH TO THE 16TH MY STROKE OCCURRED. I WAS TAKEN TO THE HOSPITAL FOR 4 DAYS TO DIAGNOSE THE EFFECTS OF THE STROKE.

I WAS LET OUT THE HOSPITAL ON THAT THURSDAY OF THE FOLLOWING WEEK AND PUT BACK IN THE HOLE AND STAYED TO THIS THURSDAY THE 28TH, MY EMAIL WAS NOT FUNCTIONAL FOR 24 HOURS. IM LETTING YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM BACK IN GENERAL POPULATION, AND ANY VISITS WILL BE WITH THE GENERAL VISITING AREA. IF WANT TO YOU CAN NOW EMAIL ME EVEN THOUGH IM NOT FOCUSED ON HOW I SHOULD BE, BUT I WILL STILL LIKE TO HEAR FROM YOU EVEN IF YOU DONT HEAR FROM ME. MY VOICE IS A LIL STRANGE, MY EYES SIGHT IS A PROBLEM AND I WALK WITH A JIVE LIMP, BUT ALL IN ALL IM AN ALLIGATOR I CAN GO IN MUD AND WATER, AND IF I WASNT IN GOOD SHAPE I WOULD BE IN WORST CONDITION. DONT LOOK FUNNY AT ME BECAUSE I LOOK CROSS EYED BUT I WILL DEAL WITH ALL THE RESIDUE OF THE STROKE AS TIME GOES ON. I THANK YOU ALL fOR ALL YOUR CONCERN.
ANY WAYS I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. ITS NOT HOW YOU FALL DOWN BUT HOW YOU GET UP.
STIFF RESISTANCE

DR. MUTULU SHAKUR

83205-012
USP VICTORVILLE
P.O. BOX 3900
ADELANTO, CA 92301

thaunderground:

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:24:21 -0400

thaunderground:

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Wed, 22 May 2013 23:24:01 -0400

Love the sinner, hate the sin.

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:23:18 -0400

thighabetic: zarbon: Hallmark Moment.

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:20:49 -0400

thighabetic:

zarbon:

Hallmark Moment.

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Wed, 22 May 2013 23:19:07 -0400

beam-meh-up-scotty: pyromantix: takingsparks: rinmae: an0m0ly...

Wed, 22 May 2013 23:18:49 -0400

beam-meh-up-scotty:

pyromantix:

takingsparks:

rinmae:

an0m0ly:

Damage

This is not my usual post. But it’s something I had to share. As you read this, imagine how your reaction would differ if this story were being told by a woman, talking about how her husband treated her.

I have been separated from my wife for over a year, though we continue to share a house. We live on separate floors. We share the house because we need to parent our son together, and because we can’t afford to maintain two households.

I’d like to tell you a story, illustrating one reason why I am divorcing her. This is an example of the treatment I have received over the past fourteen years.

This evening, while she was drinking her wine, my estranged wife took exception to the fact that I wanted to talk about how tense she’s been. She said she didn’t want to talk about it.

I left the room (so as to comply with her request).

I went upstairs to use our tiny guest bathroom. She began to yell and throw things around the kitchen, then eventually charged up the stairs and into the bathroom, just as I was finishing and getting ready to leave. She confronted me there, holding her half-full wine glass in her hand. Her voice got louder, her gestures wilder.

She complained that I had upset her by wanting to talk when she had told me she didn’t want to talk. As I began to feel uncomfortable, I said, “You’re saying it’s my fault you can’t express your emotions responsibly like an adult?”

She said, “Yes!! It’s because you want to go off and take a vacation with your girlfriend!” Then she threw the contents of her glass in my face and smashed it against my bare chest.

The results are pictured here.

I stood there, with shattered glass at my feet, glass shards sticking in my skin, bleeding, for five minutes or so. I asked her to move so that I could leave. She waved the broken stem of the glass in the air and said, “Leave!! Who’s stopping you?”

I told her she was standing between me and the door. I felt threatened.

She laughed and said, “You’re 6 foot 3 and 250 pounds! You can’t feel threatened by me!”

I said, “You just broke a glass on my chest and cut me. You’re standing there with the stem in your hands. Yes. I feel threatened.”

She said, “No, you don’t.”

I asked her to move out of the way and let me pass. I didn’t want her to think I was pushing her or threatening her.

She held her ground, waved the broken stem and shouted, “Go on! Leave! I’m not stopping you!”

After I asked her repeatedly, she finally moved a bit and I left, carefully stepping over the broken glass.

I have posted this here as evidence, and to help those who may think that size and gender make a difference when abuse is concerned. People who, like my estranged, think some have permission to feel threatened and some don’t.

Abusers come in all sizes and genders.

She and I went to a half dozen therapists over the years. At each initial session, every therapist took a look at me, then at her (5’4” 150 lbs.). Then he or she would gravely ask my wife, “Do you feel safe?”

None ever thought to ask me.

Thanks for listening.

eXCUSE ME

BUT IM REBLOGGING THIS BECAUSE MEN NEED JUST AS MUCH SUPPORT AS WOMEN DO.

Abuse is abuse.

It doesn’t matter who it is, how big they are, or their gender.

It’s wrong.

I’ve said this for years.

Terrible.

My ‘Fro Bros think #ELPJisDope ! More and more people...

Wed, 22 May 2013 20:08:59 -0400

My ‘Fro Bros think #ELPJisDope ! More and more people joinin’ the movement! Don’t get left! PLACE AN ORDER! Only $20 for a normal tee! $25 on the custom! Shouts to @notkosi & @radical_rasta

😱THIS SATURDAY😱 you got two chances to see me rip the stage at...

Wed, 22 May 2013 15:47:16 -0400

😱THIS SATURDAY😱 you got two chances to see me rip the stage at the W.A.R. (We Are Revolutionary) showcase – led by Freecious & XPDC!

There’ll be TWO SHOWS @ Joe’s Movement Emporium: one at 3 PM; one at 7 PM! Also featuring are my homegirls @ceandriaa (singing) and @__loveblecici (poet-ing)! Hit up me or @_juhlee_neree_121 about TICKETS.. only $12! #WAR #ELPJisDope

fuckaton: contagium: african gangsters and their hyenas and...

Tue, 21 May 2013 22:21:00 -0400

fuckaton:

contagium:

african gangsters and their hyenas and baboons

i thought pits were G until…